This might be kinda long:

I have been in love with Andrew for a long time. We were friends for two years before we got together and then we were together for a year and a half. It was the most amazing and wonderful and perfect relationship I have ever been in. We broke up and I was really depressed for awhile and then I decided to move to Maui. I have been there before and I am looking forward to it.

We are friends again and I know we both have feelings for each other. We have sex and it's almost like we are together again except for the fact that I am moving and I know he doesn't want a relationship regardless. It's so hard knowing I am going to have to say goodbye to the person I love the most. I am going to miss him so much but I know that moving is the right thing to do right now. He promised he will come visit me and that sounds great. I am just so scared. I know I will miss him terribly and I don't want to date anyone while I'm there. The thing is I also don't want to hold back from life and wait around for him to realize he wants me back and somehow go from there, I don't even think that would happen, but I know he's the one I want!! No one compares to him.

I don't know how to deal with this. It's so hard. I am afraid of being lonely in Maui. I am afraid he will never come back to me. I am afraid of how I feel about him. You have no idea how perfect we were together! He is afraid of commitment or something. He says he loves me so much and cares about me and is attracted to me but he doesn't want to get back together.

I will always love him. And I will miss him so much. But do I hold out for him? I can't imagine myself having feelings for or sex with anyone else.

Any thoughts?
mauichick Reviewed by mauichick on . I am in love and I'm moving away This might be kinda long: I have been in love with Andrew for a long time. We were friends for two years before we got together and then we were together for a year and a half. It was the most amazing and wonderful and perfect relationship I have ever been in. We broke up and I was really depressed for awhile and then I decided to move to Maui. I have been there before and I am looking forward to it. We are friends again and I know we both have feelings for each other. We have sex and Rating: 5