he says its just because his friend has pot and smokes it with him. they are also "starting a business" together but that includes talking about it for 5 hours a day and not really doing any of the renovation work that needs to be done on their building. i asked him if he liked his guy friend more than me but he says no.

he also says that if it was a choice to hang with me or the guy friend (if we both had pot) he would choose me. but i never ever have pot because no money. i cant really work right now.

the only alone time i ever get with him is when we wake up and when we go to bed, all of the other time i have to deal with his friend always being around.

if i got my own life and my own friends, i would probably never get to see my boyfriend because god knows he wouldnt tag along like i do with him. i moved here to be with him so this is his town and not mine.

i dont know, i feel shut out and jealous of his friend. i shouldnt have to have pot for him to want to hang out with me. he says all i want to do when we hang out is watch movies but im down for anything and he knows that.

his friend always talks about how him and my bf should travel to amsterdam but the friend knows that i cant travel out of the country. its like "did you even want me to go or did you want a private getaway with my bf?"



The Great Wave Reviewed by The Great Wave on . Boyfriend spends all of his time with his friend he says its just because his friend has pot and smokes it with him. they are also "starting a business" together but that includes talking about it for 5 hours a day and not really doing any of the renovation work that needs to be done on their building. i asked him if he liked his guy friend more than me but he says no. he also says that if it was a choice to hang with me or the guy friend (if we both had pot) he would choose me. but i never ever have pot because no money. i cant really Rating: 5