I can be superficial, i.e. tell people what they want to hear. I think I really truly am me to only a few people, and of course, online. 'Cause that's easier than being yourself in person.

When I get angry or jealous, I get irrational and cruel, like I try to give myself the upper hand.

But weed was the first step to self-discovery :jointsmile: I wouldn't have been able to identify or admit these things before I started exploring my world and persona stoned.