Quote Originally Posted by cannabis campbell
Haha true comment there.

Im like that I dont know what I have but Ive been told before I probably have ADHD or something similar but I dont know exactly what that is could someone tell me? I know it some sort of temper disorder or something like that?

Basically If im having a stressed out day and I haven't had any cigs for a few days or sometimes it even happens when im having a perfectly normal day I would just lash out I dont know what the fuck is wrong with me!

Like I would just lash out for no reason It randomly comes on in a split second and I go mad and cant control myself I just lose my temper BIG TIME start punching the shit out of the walls and stuff leaving all my knuckles bleeding and smashing things up and shouting and screaming as loud as I can its hard to explain it lasts for about 20 mins which is quite a long time to be pissed of to the max, then after it happens I just think "why the FUCK did i do that" I dont have any control over myself at all it like something takes over me reminds me of roid rage or something even though I've never done them, anyone else get this at all? Its probably just me..

I reckon i've got ADHD. I never think before i do things - i just go in all guns blazing, knock the shit out of everything [people included] and THEN think "what the fuck have i done."

And when i REALLY loose my temper the adreneline takes over - some idiot cut me up once and then gave ME the V sign, so i pulled up next to him at the next set of traffic lights and put my fist through his pasanger window - got a big bit of glass stuck in my hand but it didnt hurt. I was so pissed off i didnt care. I never got any comeback from that, but it these stupid violent things i do without being able to control it that scare me - i know one day i'll go too far, nearly have more than once, but theres nothing i can do. I even tried anger management and had a stand up argument with the bloke and got chucked out of the building.

I havnt been so bad in the last couple of years, maybe once every few months i'll loose it and smash the place up.