thank you darlin.. youre gonna make me cry...damn too late lol. the thing is that i see so much of my mother in me that it makes me panic sometimes. not the greediness or the evilness, the megalomania or the lying- ness(?) lol, but just that im ony 23, just staring my adult life and im already so jaded and cynical about everything including love and honesty. i just cant help but belive that she wasnt always the way she is now and that she was made to be that way because of the shitty life shes had as well.. then on the other hand she didnt have it as bad as i have, which makes me think that she likes being the way she is or doesnt realize she is the way she is. I laready know that i will never let myself fall in love again, and i feel bad because i know that i have alot of love to give but i cant get over the walls ive built around my heart to let some one love me, or let myself love someone else. i need a big fat hug too.. ever since i stopped seeing the dick to try a relationship with some one else,which failed miserably, and went somewhere it had no reason to go, i havent had a hug for about 2 months, and theres three things that make my days better, is a big bear hug from a man, a big fatty, and lovin from my dogs. well geo, i can at least imagine you givin me a big hug, and hurry up and get ur ass back here so we can keep havin fun conversations..- love hilder
Hilder420 Reviewed by Hilder420 on . How often do you tell your kids . . . ? HI ALL.. I,m a dad of 3boys,and i make it my business to tell my boys i love them every day,,just grab a few moments and stop the clock,and sit with them,each,mostly at bed time,but it means a lot to me to do this.. AS a child born in the 60s,and from ireland,our parents never told us,Now i dont think that had a bad effect on me,but i think its just a positive thing to be open and honnest with your kids.. Sometimes you may not feel like you love them,or even like them,but i just think its Rating: 5