so... i had just gotten outta jail, so its been 21 days since i smoked some herb... i hit that bitch a few good tomes, let the high sink in. once the joint was done smoked, i was sittin in my car w/ my boyfriend just enjoyin my high, when i started gettin really really paranoid. it got carried away and my brain was flippin out. i seriously thought i was goin schizophrenic, or i was bein possessed or somethin. i was hearin myself talk to myself and it was like i couldnt control my own thoughts and it was the worst experience of my life. i figured i have to sleep so this feeling will go away. i woke up the next morning kind of confused as to what had happened the night before. wondered what was wrong with me. ive never had anxiety or nervousness that extreme ever before. it really freaked me out. i was too scared to smoke pot for a little while.

ever since that night ive been more anxious / nervous around people ive never met before....
its strange, but i dont know what exactl;y is wrong or what all happened that night... im still haunted by that night and i will never forget it...

i just want assurance that im not crazy... i wonder if this has happened to anyone before, or something similar to my night has happened to anyone.


nowadays i smoke a few times daily and im okay... i just have anxiety problems and nerve problems.... xanax will help sortof... but yea some feedback would be lovely.
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u all
-Vick
flickyourbic Reviewed by flickyourbic on . crazy experience so... i had just gotten outta jail, so its been 21 days since i smoked some herb... i hit that bitch a few good tomes, let the high sink in. once the joint was done smoked, i was sittin in my car w/ my boyfriend just enjoyin my high, when i started gettin really really paranoid. it got carried away and my brain was flippin out. i seriously thought i was goin schizophrenic, or i was bein possessed or somethin. i was hearin myself talk to myself and it was like i couldnt control my own thoughts Rating: 5