Its not easy being clean

[Buck268]

Yeah so anyways I cleaned up for this job I was trying to get that tests... Then they fucked me over this morning, basically lied to me saying they are overbooked for interviews and my is getting postponed.... Indefinately

But it kinda feels good being clean, I've become social again, even made some progress with this chick I'm diggin in my physics and calc class...

So I'm sitting here tonight thinking on shit, mostly how good it would feel to toke... but I'm bent on not toking (Self depravation is the road to happiness, for sure)... Then Cream's White Room comes on the radio
Why does that matter? Well it has to be one of my favorite toking songs of all time

*sigh* Made it through without packing a bowl though




I'm bent on staying clean for a while because I've been smoking way, way too much these past few months... Typically $100+ in herb in a single week. Frankly, I just cant afford to do that!! So I figure a couple week break would do my body, brain, and bank good

Buck268 Reviewed by Buck268 on 01-26-2005. Its not easy being clean Yeah so anyways I cleaned up for this job I was trying to get that tests... Then they fucked me over this morning, basically lied to me saying they are overbooked for interviews and my is getting postponed.... Indefinately :mad: But it kinda feels good being clean, I've become social again, even made some progress with this chick I'm diggin in my physics and calc class... So I'm sitting here tonight thinking on shit, mostly how good it would feel to toke... but I'm bent on not toking Rating: 5

[FRANKFRANKFRANK]

Good luck, man.

[Buck268]

Thanks man, I'm gonna need it (especially come the weekend!)

[FRANKFRANKFRANK]

You could DXM trip if you wanted.

[Buck268]

Why would I want to do that? To fuck up my liver? Or maybe I just enjoy taking little pills...

No offense to anyone here (I fully support doing your own thing) but I'm hardly a druggy in search of the latest high. I'm just a simple pothead (tried the druggy thing, glad I got out of there when I did!)

[poorman3]

hey buck, good luck staying clean man. there is nothing wrong with that. did you hear about daweedking that you told to get a job? he was banned today. lol. later.

[Buck268]

I'd like to feel bad for him, wait, no I wouldn't. I've had a job since the day I turned 15 and paid for every bowl I've smoked by working my ass off. Lazy fucker.

I'm only that bitter about lazy fucks who refuse to make an honest buck though (I do consider dealing legitimate).

[poorman3]

hell yea, i went to work for the old man at 14 doing plumbing work and delivering appliances. there ain`t nothing wrong with getting your hands dirty at whatever you do.

[Buck268]

Right on, man

Right now I'm suffering working 2 nights a week driving pizza... Come summer I should be getting my job at the stone yard back though (its seasonal, shuts down in winter)... That job will put hair on a woman's balls

[RESiNATE]

I'm not working at the moment...and it sucks.
Not just because of the lack of money (although that does have a bearing on things), but I am just so bored outta my fricking head.
Probably get kicked out of the house I'm in soon...can't pay the rent...sucks

It's the first time I've ever been out of work since i was 17yrs ols - I'm 36 this year!

Bah!



I thought there was supposed to be an armageddon, or summat, happing?...what happened to it?
Prolly got rained off, or summat...

Anyways, good for you, Buck...yeps, a detox sess is never a bad thing...hard, but never bad...I don't have much of a choice in such matters at the mo, but it's prolly just as well...i'd probably be even more despondant than i already am

bah!