Quote Originally Posted by Gothen
I think the trick is finding out which one you are, one that has to be high or one that can just possess cannabis. One thing I've found is that I reward myself with cannabis, not bribe myself. If I go to all my classes, I get to come home and smoke a nice, fat bowl all to myself. I study for 3-4 hours, writing notes, reading the chapter etc etc, I, again, smoke a nice bowl to myself.

I also think that just possessing weed can help a-motivational syndrome. My idea is that just by possessing it, you can get keep saying, "Oh, if I do this, I can smoke." or "I'll smoke when I get this done..." even if its just getting to a certain part in a video game, ya know? When I have weed, even if I'm not high, I feel life is more endurable because I know that, should the stress become to great, I can just take a couple hits and relax.
I feel the exact same way - just knowing that its there in case I need it is a huge stress reliever for me and helps me get through difficult days, studying, etc. I recently took almost a month break from smoking and it was not that difficult for me b/c I still had some in my possession. On the other hand, I am running low I get really stressed if I go a week w/out knowing if my source will come through. I smoke 2-3 times a week and I can't imagine being stoned ALL the time...sometimes i can be relaxed just knowing its there if i need it
silverspring07 Reviewed by silverspring07 on . Everything is boring.... I don't find anything exciting any more. Unless I'm high, everything seems boring. I'm not motivated until I'm high. I wasn't like this before, but I guess it's made me see the truth and what a crap sober world everyone is living in. Is this worrying? No food tastes good anymore, no movie is worth watching, I can't be bothered doing anything anymore, UNTIL.....I spark up a joint. I take a few hits, and everything comes rushing back. I become hungry like a normal person should, I function Rating: 5