I don't find anything exciting any more. Unless I'm high, everything seems boring. I'm not motivated until I'm high. I wasn't like this before, but I guess it's made me see the truth and what a crap sober world everyone is living in. Is this worrying?

No food tastes good anymore, no movie is worth watching, I can't be bothered doing anything anymore, UNTIL.....I spark up a joint. I take a few hits, and everything comes rushing back. I become hungry like a normal person should, I function like a normal person, only after I toke. I find the real me. That is surreal. I never thought I'd see the day when I'd need a substance to keep me going and keep me sane lol. I know sobrierty is the only wise option in the long run but I can't see myself living there. I don't like it.

I just don't want to go back to that world lol, it's a bit like Bill Hicks' quote. "I'd quit smoking but then I'm scared I'd become one of you".

Anyone else feel like this or is it just me?
hero3279 Reviewed by hero3279 on . Everything is boring.... I don't find anything exciting any more. Unless I'm high, everything seems boring. I'm not motivated until I'm high. I wasn't like this before, but I guess it's made me see the truth and what a crap sober world everyone is living in. Is this worrying? No food tastes good anymore, no movie is worth watching, I can't be bothered doing anything anymore, UNTIL.....I spark up a joint. I take a few hits, and everything comes rushing back. I become hungry like a normal person should, I function Rating: 5