Sounds like you could use some serious help, both with the anger-rage problem and with the fact that getting "messed up on marijuana and alcohol. . . is the only thing that gives me a reason to wake up." Something's wrong there. Bad wrong.
birdgirl73 Reviewed by birdgirl73 on . Messin up the mental stabilizers The "world" is telling me to stop doing marijuanna and alcholhol cuz its counter-acting my verious meds. But that is all i do to have fun. Everything else is just to fill in the time until i can get high or drunk or screwed up on something. And if i continue doing these things, i risk serious concequences. So do those around me (when i lose my temper, lives may end unless something is done, which is why i have strong muscle relaxors for emergency use only). I can't very well stop the Rating: 5