sorry to jump in on this thread. ive been on can.com for a while, but never post. just a reader. anyways i know exsactly how you feel. i am the same way with myself. i often question why i even have friends and what they see in me. i feel as if i have nothin to offer to them in anyway. it also really gets to me when i get a girlfriend. i consider myself a nice guy and think that i know how to treat a girl. but i never feel like i deserve to be with someone. a song by tal bachman always reminds me of this, "shes so high above me". i guess thats what it all comes down to with myself is that i dont think i deserve anything. sorry about the ramble on, im ripped and had to post on this thread cuz ive never talked to anyone about it.