whats up .

ive been reading this post and i found myself in the same situation as Psychoactive420.
i had a dream and in the dream i died.. in fact ive had a lot of these dreams. i really never thaught much of them i just been scared shitless for a few days after the dreams. i, like alot of you, have accepted the fact that ima die..thats the way of life. but in some ways these dreams still scare me. my life right now is very basic. lets just say im a professional athele and all i do is train eat sleep. i like to think that im am very stress-free. the last dream i had that i died in has had me very scared. i recently had some salvia(not to sure if thats a good thing) and it really opened up my mind. i find myself in the same situation as Psychoactive420 because i feel alone and cant talk to many people about this cause there gonna think im a wierdo or whatever. im a normal guy livin life to its fullest...
so i ask this.
am i in a state of depression? is that the reason why i am having these dreams. or is it so called nirvana as many people put it.? i also cant sleep at night..i think i have a case of insomnia...
u guys have put up some great ref. sites and books for me to read up on.
and for that i thank you =]