9/16/07 - One of the best experiences in my life happened today after some meditation.... I have been in some great suffering the last few weeks about finding religion and all - being very confused but I now realize that The best religion is the religion that brings you closest to God we we should all try to find that no matter what it is. I've also come to terms with death and that is is not the end and merely a doorway. I also now realize what Jesus was put on earth for. He was put here for the reason of teaching humans how to interact with each other in a loving peaceful way. I now realize that one of my missions in life will be to better conserve the planet of it's natural resources and we should all find ways in not to pollute the earth. I realize that technology is not a bad thing but we can use it as something to better conserve the planet with - It is only a matter of time when humans come to this realization - until then we should all try to do as much as we can in achieving this. I feel great now thank you all for your help and support