Coelho Thank you.... you are exactly right....I will not be able to erase the feeling I felt or deny it. I am thinking about it all the time.... my perceptions of people and relationships and pretty much everything are completely changed.... I had no idea people actually spend their lives trying to feel what I felt in the dream. I guess I thought I was going insane because the feeling contradicted my parents feelings on afterlife and many other peoples. So I guess I would try to ignore it... and act like everyone else did and believe in god so I would fit in with society....thank you Coelho that was very helpful. I have already wrote like 17 pages in my journal elaborating on my experience and how I perceive things completely differently ( for example at school, at work, in my house ) Its like being reborn again or "rebooted" I feel like an outcast... I had no idea that this dream would have such an effect on me... I thought I would just forget about it in a day or so but it is burnt into my mind...I cant stop thinking about it... even if I try really hard... watching tv, listening to music...... bagging groceries at my job.... NOTHING is the same...its like my life revolves around that dream I had a couple days ago...The feeling comes at me in "waves" of the same feeling each day... I thought it would phase out....but I am coming to the realization it won't.... instead of denying it I will embrace it....- me just saying that felt like it was helpful... thank you..