OK I think this is really serious and I don't know if anyone has gone through this or not. But here it goes -

It all started 2 days ago - I went to sleep one night having no idea I was about to embark on by far the most powerful / strangest dreams I have ever had in my entire life. I went to sleep around 1AM. - I found myself sitting in the backseat of the truck with about 4 other people in the car maybe 3- I'm pretty sure I knew all of them but I don't remember exactly who they were. It was night time and we were sitting in the parking lot of where I worked slowly driving out. There were plenty of people all around walking to their cars I guess like something just let out - everyone was probably around my age (teens) - It looked like a concert just got out or something and everyone was going to their cars... anyways we are slowly inching out of the parking lot and something happens- A young man with long brown hair darts out in front of our slow moving truck and stops, I notice he has a gun he shoots twice maybe hitting other people in the car then I see his eyes look directly at mine This all happens so fast I dont even know its happening really until it's too late once he looks directly at my eyes I had never been so scared in my life, he shoots all I hear is the shot ring in my ears. everything goes black - I then experience the strangest feeling I have ever felt in my entire life the feeling after you die... This feeling is not even a feeling - there is nothing - It is the "feeling" you feel before you are born. Normally I could not even begin to comprehend this feeling in my conscious normal state of mind, but I did in the dream. It was horrible - I then come to a strange realization of my life... -" I had never really believed in my own death" I never stopped to think - "hey I will die someday and there might not be a conscious state of mind after death" I felt bad about all the people I would leave behind and never see again... it was as if mankind was nothing but the product of matter, energy, and time throughout the universe... I woke up around 5:50AM and slowly came back to reality. I have no idea what caused a crazy dream like this all of the sudden. The next morning before going to school I couldn't stop thinking about death and afterlife and If there was an afterlife and what dying would feel like. I felt extremely depressed the next day and at some points throughout the day feareed that I would not forget the feeling and that I am becoming mentally insane.... I feel depressed and strange over this feeling.... I don't know how to get rid of it. But I hope It goes away. I also tried to research a little on religion. I myself WANT to believe in god and after life but theres apart of me that won't let me believe in it because it doesn't seem real I guess... should I try to pray more? I really want to make myself believe in god and in an afterlife but I dont know how. Should I seek help on this? Please guys tell me what you think - sorry for all of my rambling on.
Psychoactive420 Reviewed by Psychoactive420 on . I think I may be becoming insane.... (spiritual discussion) :(OK I think this is really serious and I don't know if anyone has gone through this or not. But here it goes - It all started 2 days ago - I went to sleep one night having no idea I was about to embark on by far the most powerful / strangest dreams I have ever had in my entire life. I went to sleep around 1AM. - I found myself sitting in the backseat of the truck with about 4 other people in the car maybe 3- I'm pretty sure I knew all of them but I don't remember exactly who they were. It Rating: 5