I think I may be becoming insane.... (spiritual discussion)

[Jake420]

nice call Adjacent

so you feel better pycho?

Jake420 Reviewed by Jake420 on 09-12-2007. I think I may be becoming insane.... (spiritual discussion) :(OK I think this is really serious and I don't know if anyone has gone through this or not. But here it goes - It all started 2 days ago - I went to sleep one night having no idea I was about to embark on by far the most powerful / strangest dreams I have ever had in my entire life. I went to sleep around 1AM. - I found myself sitting in the backseat of the truck with about 4 other people in the car maybe 3- I'm pretty sure I knew all of them but I don't remember exactly who they were. It Rating: 5

[Psychoactive420]

YOUR RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT IS NIRVANA I FELT! I JUST LOOKED IT UP -

"There is that dimension where there is neither earth, nor water, nor fire, nor wind; neither dimension of the infinitude of space, nor dimension of the infinitude of consciousness, nor dimension of nothingness, nor dimension of neither perception nor non-perception; neither this world, nor the next world, nor sun, nor moon. And there, I say, there is neither coming, nor going, nor stasis; neither passing away nor arising: without stance, without foundation, without support [mental object]. This, just this, is the end of stress."

[Jake420]

there you go man

few people achive that without work

[zach5993]

Sometimes I feel that, I had a similar experience when I was stoned one day. I was thinking about relegion and wondered, "what the fuck is this?" For one moment life did not exist. That one idea mindfucked me for nearly a year. I have not gotten over it and it still haunts me. But I beleive I understand it and accept it and I try not to ponder it or I am sure I will have to go into therapy or even attempt a suicide. Sorry about the long story but I hope it relates.

[Psychoactive420]

there you go man

few people achive that without work

That quote......it was EXACTLY what I felt but with better words... would this mean that all religions are, are theories or reasonings that people make to cope with their fears of the unknown (afterlife) people fear what they don't understand so maybe they created explanations to the afterlife with religions?

[Psychoactive420]

Sometimes I feel that, I had a similar experience when I was stoned one day. I was thinking about relegion and wondered, "what the fuck is this?" For one moment life did not exist. That one idea mindfucked me for nearly a year. I have not gotten over it and it still haunts me. But I beleive I understand it and accept it and I try not to ponder it or I am sure I will have to go into therapy or even attempt a suicide. Sorry about the long story but I hope it relates.

well said...I love you- I go through the same thing

[Jake420]

yeah its a very good quote

if everyone in this world pondered what this world is and what the afterlife is and what everything is it would ruin all of our lifes because some questions are just unquestionable even though they are the questions that we want the answeres to the most. kinda shitty lol

[zach5993]

That makes sense, the questions that we want the answers to the most ( truth of afterlife, point of life) are unanswerable and if we do attempt to answer them, it will destroy our lifes?

[Psychoactive420]

yeah its a very good quote

if everyone in this world pondered what this world is and what the afterlife is and what everything is it would ruin all of our lifes because some questions are just unquestionable even though they are the questions that we want the answeres to the most. kinda shitty lol

yeah I mean when I think of Nirvana I think of the band Nirvana which makes me think of Kurt Cobain and how he commited suicide to achieve Nirvana. I don't think I'll commit suicide and ill live until im really old or until I die of some car crash or some shit... Ill stick around and experience this crazy thing called life with all of you guys.......man.....this is one crazy fucken world........how the fuck did we all get here.....

I mean I guess all we can do is experience this world and life, It is very strange if you try to think of it in detail. It's as if nothing matters at all forever... But, hey we are here somehow on this planet in this massive universe all just trying to live in happiness so why not live it out?

[zach5993]

Sometimes as I ponder Nirvana I need to go do something crazy and exciting to forget about it and remind myself that THIS is my life. The best things are smoking bud, free rock climbing, reading. It just depends, do you like the feeling of nirvana? Or do you hate it and want to get away from as I do?