Thanks for the advice guys, and I think I have just found myself a legit person who may be able to find me a supplier! One of my old smoking budies from high school, and the funny part is I just happened to run into him, at, of all places, the hospital. My best friend is in ICU with internal bleeding that they STILL cannot find after two days, and are gonna do a colonostomy tomorrow, but that's another story. my old smoking buddy was in the waiting area - his daughter had cut her finger and was getting stitches with mommy in the ER room with her, and me and my old bud chatted for awhile. I am keeping my fingers crossed, though, as he said he'd look around and see what he could do. we'll have to wait and see!

I guess it kinda freaked my old bud out asking about weed. My hair is super short (for summer cooling, LOL) and of course, at 50, it's also gray. And I dress rather conservatively, albeit in a nice t-shirt and jeans, so I know what you mean flyr4hire about the button-downs, LOL.

I actually have figured out what it is that is happening to me - i am trying to relive my youth, he, he, he.... Nah, just kidding. I just remember how nice it was to be stoned.

I am SO glad for you flyr4hire. Good luck with your continued quest!

And thanks, Stormy, as well. You, Stinky, birdgirl, and several others have really impressed me with your advice. Thanks to you guys mentioned, and anyone I didn't!

This place REALLY rocks!