i hate being paranoid and can usually avoid it by trying to get into touch with the "i dont care about anything" aspect of marijuana use but sometimes i get paranoid in other ways. like thinking about bad things and really focus on them. but i get paranoid when i smoke in uncomfortable places with people i dont know well. driving in a car usually gets rid of the paranoia though. me driving, not as a passenger. lets see, what else helps. well i dont like marijuana as a party drug. i use it for its relaxational uses and to treat my depression. i like using cocaine to do things, its not exactly a party drug but i dont go to many parties after i stopped drinking. every few weeks i do cocaine. i smoke marijuana every day as a stable mood enhancer. though recently i have noticed that people view drugs very differently and i have decided to stop preaching about opinions on way or the other. not moderate but content with my knowledge and dont feel i need to explain or defend things. i have gotten off the topic but i got inspired.

peace out