to try and answer a few qustion from above post i will simply say this, why would God throw you in hell? Well Hell was made for the devil and his followers, it was never made for man.
but men like your self who say I will not follow God even if I new Him to be true 100%, you say you will tell Him to f... of then when you die why would you what to be with Him then?
so if you chose to hate God then you will be on the side of the devil who we know hates God. There fore you will be with the evil one the father of all lies when your soul leaves this world.
I did not chose to be a christian, Iam just like you in many ways, I will not put knee to ground for any man, I haved lived a hard core life, and if you knew me you would belive my words. But one day out of the blue I met christ, and I wanted to be with Him, and get to know him for He is my God and creater. But even after I met Him I went and search every thing I could find, and I tell you this that are faith is not blind.
The truth is there, but you have already chosed not to be live, and that is your right.