I am very open minded and while defending my view and have done my own research and have started it into overdrive now I did not say ignorant bc of his questions in fact some of them were quite good and raised questions of my own but the one thing I do know is the existance of the man talked about in the bible is cited in other places and the crucifiction as well as for sources if you earnestly want to read some and throughly read them not dismiss them site unseen I can get those for you after gathering from my source, probably sometime tommorow.
as for name calling I must admit I am guilty of the typical christian short coming when resorting to low blows because of so little to back my case besides my faith and I will now re read and delete after so as not to post anymore.
as to these however...
not even then would i praise that cruel master, it would just give me a reason to rail against the universe. to find that there was indeed a god who could have revealed itself and ended so much suffering would only prove to me that this reality is ruled by a being of such callousness that it does not deserve my loyalty nor my adoration. i would gladly join the ranks of the damned and our watchwords would be "better an eternity of torment than service to a tyrant". such a revelation would finally allow me the ultimate act of defiance, i would revel in the bloodshed and destruction it would free me to bring down upon the lambs of that pernicious deity.
Very well said, I to would join the ranks of the damned.

I originally had writing in reply to the above: If god revealed himself to me in person, I would likely tell him to f*ck off. I deleted it though out of tact.
wow thats just some crazy sh*t, I mean to not believe is fine but thats just some evil stuff if you do not believe in God then does that mean I have the right to say if God revealed himself to me or came down to earth I would tell you to f*ck off or join with the "christians" and shed the blood of non believers? because I can assure I would not, even if it meant rebuking my God and being attack by the very people I used to call my brethren.