oh c'mon! a lot of us have similar, elaborate delusions of the like. ever heard the phrase "it's a small world?" shit like this is probable. see it this way, romdog11. if what you believe is true, then your friends are more involved in your life than even YOU are. try to look at it from a "real" standpoint. and that means they don't know you have these delusions about them and all the stress is merely you conluding previous anxious thoughts in the now. for example, when you talk about your friends imitating the incomprehensible vocalist from radiohead. it could have just been coincidence. anyway, you need to develop yourself. you're so wrapped up in this that you can't even escape the thought. get real, man.