don't go to a Psychiatrist ... they give you drugs that'll make you
worse. But this seems weird. Think positive .. if it was the CIA or
FBI they would have taken you down ... a LONG time ago. I hear
weird shit from little 5'2'' neighbor ... he's gonna kill me because
i started roaches?? in the townhouse. It does get old ... I mean
he's a crazy little prick with a gun. Xanax does help. I'm sorry you're havin' to go through this .... cause you're brain .... it can
mess with you .... talk with some "normal" people .... switch
channels .... say what the fuck. Drink beer with xanax (first run
3-4 miles) that's what do. Somebody could have 357 to my head..
.... i'm thinkin' ... it'll ruin my carpet.
Brewdy