Yeah Ebel, why? I sifted through a few of your previous postings, and you don't seem overtly on the edge of breakdown, but definitely unsettled based on perhaps some less than desirable circumstances like a breakup or something? I don't mean to be presumptuous, and you shouldn't open up if you don't feel it would help. I had a good year-long period of depression from a breakup; man it was bitter. I didn't see why something as silly as ending a relationship could have affected me so much, but then I was 18 at the time.