Yeah, you're definately right about that one, Weed. I'm doing really absolutely nothing else today except strum the guitar and eat a bit, maybe smoke. But it's a weekend, too. So apprehension about hurting his feelings is playing a good-size role. Damn, I'M not normal myself, and I'm not going to go into the whole society doesn't/does define normal thing.

I am just different than him. I'd like to find someone more independent and not over-the-top kind of teenage love stuff. He said the L word waay too soon, and his relationship style resembled that of a early high schooler. He's never really dated before, so he doesn't really know what he's doing, and that's okay. Seeing as how my last 2 relationships were 'fixer-uppers,' I simply don't have the time to work out all of his attachment and dependency issues.