I know how ya feel Spoken Word but it isnt that kind of world any more. You gotta look out for yourselve these days. Do the best you can and then let things happen for a reason. I guess what im sayin is its all up to you man. Then deal with the people in our lives. Dont look for any pat on the back cuz in most situations your not going to get it, but when you do its all good, like icing on the top.