I was a mean, hateful, pissed off person before cannabis; immediately after (for about 2 years) I was a laidback, full-of-love kinda person; 2 years later, now, I am an angry stoner. I hate a lot of things, and a lot of people, and I get very agitated very easily as I have NO patience whatsoever, unfortunately. However, when I'm high...I'm not angry, and I have a bit more patience; it all comes down to me being able to just sit and accept things when I'm high. When I'm sober, I'm much too easily agitated to...what was it? oh yeah! think calmly and logically about situations!

I know I hate life and everything about it because I really hate myself more than anything else and that until I learn to accept myself I will never accept "reality." I know I am a terrible person, but I think I already know where I'm headed so I feel that nothing will change it. I am this way now, I was this way before, I will be this way always. When I die, it will be with silent despair and longing to live, a feeling I believe I will only feel in the fleeting moments that is my death.

Life is some terrible, black thing; I can not change that anymore than I can really change my destiny.
Gothen Reviewed by Gothen on . Angry Ass Stoners I see it. But I cant believe it.. How the fuck are you going to get stoned and then be mad and angry.. You call yourself a stoner, lover of weed.. and you go through your life with conflict and despair ruling all. Through the plexiglass I can see it is not the weed that makes you what you appear to be.:( Rating: 5