Angry Ass Stoners

[fasterspider]

I'm so happpy, I could just shit.

[Unknown American]

I was an angry person way before I smoked weed.

Now I am just angry in a more laid back sort of way. Anger can be a great motivator that can push you to greater heights.

Conflict is a trap. But anger can be a good thing.

[Gothen]

I was a mean, hateful, pissed off person before cannabis; immediately after (for about 2 years) I was a laidback, full-of-love kinda person; 2 years later, now, I am an angry stoner. I hate a lot of things, and a lot of people, and I get very agitated very easily as I have NO patience whatsoever, unfortunately. However, when I'm high...I'm not angry, and I have a bit more patience; it all comes down to me being able to just sit and accept things when I'm high. When I'm sober, I'm much too easily agitated to...what was it? oh yeah! think calmly and logically about situations!

I know I hate life and everything about it because I really hate myself more than anything else and that until I learn to accept myself I will never accept "reality." I know I am a terrible person, but I think I already know where I'm headed so I feel that nothing will change it. I am this way now, I was this way before, I will be this way always. When I die, it will be with silent despair and longing to live, a feeling I believe I will only feel in the fleeting moments that is my death.

Life is some terrible, black thing; I can not change that anymore than I can really change my destiny.

[psychocat]

I get pissed off at things wether I'm sober or stoned , world leaders starting bogus wars piss me off, fat people who always say "it's my glands" or whatever then ten minutes later they're stuffing thier face with junk food ,they piss me right off. People who think they know me and then proceed to try and tell me I'm something I know I'm not,, they piss me off,,preachers and wannabe saints who want to save me from myself,,, THEY piss me off jumped up little Napoleon motherfuckers (mostly traffic wardens and civil servants) who's lives are so empty they have to be giving someone a hard time ,,,they piss me off too.

Just because I'm a stoner doesn't mean things will cease to piss me off

[Storm Crow]

Gothan, you CAN change it.

My hubby is a chronic depressive- we go through this every once in a while. Here's what works for him. Trying to be happy, for him, is like trying to shift a car from reverse to drive! It just don't work!

Do NOT try for "HAPPY"! Toke a fattie and try for "neutral"! Not happy, not sad- just there. Do not act, just observe, don't let anything affect you for a while. Just see. What is happening around you? What is happening within you?

Another way to put it, is "to take one step back". Detachment hurts less than self-hatred. Observe yourself. What is creating the problem? What lessens the problem? (This is often a better question than "How do I fix it now?)

This kind of detachment is not a good or healthy long term thing, but it is more survivable than severe depression! Keep it as short as you can. From the detached state, you can deliberately (as in slowly and with forethought) start allowing emotions to enter again into your life. Allow yourself some good experiences (concert, picnic, helping others, etc).

The "neutral" setting is often difficult to find at first but it becomes easier. It is there when you need it (in other words, if you get into another depression- which you will likely do) as a kind of shelter.

You are like a car going down the road in reverse.....heading for destruction. Get your foot off the gas and shift to neutral! The world is full of beauty and wonder! I see it every day, and yes, I do get my dark moments, too. But it takes me only a little time to remember that I do not have to be on a dark path. I create my own darkness and I can create my own light, too! The light is always waiting for you- just open up your eyes! - Granny:hippy:

[Tihkal]

Yah take a step back, put it in perspective, thats good advice an...usually works for me! Then smoke a fat doobie.

[psychocat]

Yah take a step back, put it in perspective, thats good advice an...usually works for me! Then smoke a fat doobie.

And then kick thier arses ??? Right ?