Rebgirl,

I did NOT read all three pages of this thread so my info may be completely useless or a better thought......done already but here is what I think.

It's perfectly normal to have fantasies...any kinds....no laws......the rules are indeed in the acting upon them.

Try to get together with John and find some new things to experience....anything new that you guys have not done together.....it'll help refocus you both on each other.

There is 0 WRONG with trying to look good or sexy or whatever....unless it's taken to an unhealthy level. You are a very pretty woman. Take my word for it.....you already look WAY good.
Weedhound Reviewed by Weedhound on . I feel like a horrible person...im so bummed So lately ive been kinda obsessed about losing weight and working out. But im doing it for the wrong reasons. Lately all I can think about is John's friends. I kinda have a thing for one of them and I am in no way going to act on it BUT I want them, especially the one to think im sexy. That is, alot hotter than his girlfriend. I have no idea why im acting like this but its all I can think about. Im even going to join the freaking gym next week so I can loose weight and firm up. I just want his Rating: 5