I feel like a horrible person...im so bummed

[WeedyBoyWonder]

But thast the thing, i dont really want Him per say. I like the idea of it. B/c its risky. But again, id never, ever do it. Hell, I wouldn't even hug him goodbye. I couldn't even really make eye contact with him anyway.

Im perfectly content with John and John only. For the rest of my life. Its just a fantasy I suppose. Nothing more.

I know absolutely fuck all about this kind of thing, maybe try some roll play with John, see if that satisfies your need for excitement and thrills.
Good luck

WeedyBoyWonder Reviewed by WeedyBoyWonder on 09-06-2007. I feel like a horrible person...im so bummed So lately ive been kinda obsessed about losing weight and working out. But im doing it for the wrong reasons. Lately all I can think about is John's friends. I kinda have a thing for one of them and I am in no way going to act on it BUT I want them, especially the one to think im sexy. That is, alot hotter than his girlfriend. I have no idea why im acting like this but its all I can think about. Im even going to join the freaking gym next week so I can loose weight and firm up. I just want his Rating: 5