Theres nothing wrong with my relationship with John. Ive never been happier in my life and I cant wait until we get married. Ive never cheated on him and I wouldnt start now. I think my "thing" for his friend is harmless and theres nothing wrong with thinking about other people than your signifigant other. As long as you don't act on it.

And I assure you, looks arent important to me. Its the inside of John that I care about. He's why im still alive and breathing. But I love how you would assume that im shallow and that since I have a slight crush im obviously not committed..nice
rebgirl420 Reviewed by rebgirl420 on . I feel like a horrible person...im so bummed So lately ive been kinda obsessed about losing weight and working out. But im doing it for the wrong reasons. Lately all I can think about is John's friends. I kinda have a thing for one of them and I am in no way going to act on it BUT I want them, especially the one to think im sexy. That is, alot hotter than his girlfriend. I have no idea why im acting like this but its all I can think about. Im even going to join the freaking gym next week so I can loose weight and firm up. I just want his Rating: 5