Theres nothing wrong with my relationship with John. Ive never been happier in my life and I cant wait until we get married. Ive never cheated on him and I wouldnt start now. I think my "thing" for his friend is harmless and theres nothing wrong with thinking about other people than your signifigant other. As long as you don't act on it.

And I assure you, looks arent important to me. Its the inside of John that I care about. He's why im still alive and breathing. But I love how you would assume that im shallow and that since I have a slight crush im obviously not committed..nice