I feel like a horrible person...im so bummed

[rebgirl420]

You get rep for being a completely cool guy haha

rebgirl420 Reviewed by rebgirl420 on 09-06-2007. I feel like a horrible person...im so bummed So lately ive been kinda obsessed about losing weight and working out. But im doing it for the wrong reasons. Lately all I can think about is John's friends. I kinda have a thing for one of them and I am in no way going to act on it BUT I want them, especially the one to think im sexy. That is, alot hotter than his girlfriend. I have no idea why im acting like this but its all I can think about. Im even going to join the freaking gym next week so I can loose weight and firm up. I just want his Rating: 5

[Zannies]

rebbb youll get over it. we have similiar minds you know heh. i do that too, i obsess over things but they go away when you dont think about it. it will go away trust me

[Reefer Rogue]

Broken? How so?

The screen shakes up and down uncontrollably and i have to freeze it with right click and scroll with page up and down because i can't use my mouse button to scroll. It is awful and there's nothing i can do about it, my virus protections never detect anything and i had it 'fixed' but it didn't fix it. That's why in paint i can't draw a circle =/

Sorry i didn't know about you not being able to see the scales because you were new, i haven't been new for a long time.

[Hawkeye]

Sorry i didn't know about you not being able to see the scales because you were new, i haven't been new for a long time.

No apology needed my friend. Since there are a lot of people these days who choose to be lazy and ignorant, I understand how that assumption could be made. No harm done, and I still appreciate your help.

[BuddyX]

well i think you look good by looking at ur piks..

[Weedhound]

Rebgirl,

I did NOT read all three pages of this thread so my info may be completely useless or a better thought......done already but here is what I think.

It's perfectly normal to have fantasies...any kinds....no laws......the rules are indeed in the acting upon them.

Try to get together with John and find some new things to experience....anything new that you guys have not done together.....it'll help refocus you both on each other.

There is 0 WRONG with trying to look good or sexy or whatever....unless it's taken to an unhealthy level. You are a very pretty woman. Take my word for it.....you already look WAY good.

[rebgirl420]

Thanks hun. Your making me smile.

I think thats the problem. John and I do and have done just about everything when it comes to sex haha. Weve roll played, talked dirty, lingerie, naughty outfits, toys, porn, outside sex, public sex, weve been there and done that. I guess thats what I get for wanting to try everything. Ugh.

[Weedhound]

When I say experiences RG, I'm not talking about sex. I'm talking about DOING things....together. things....like friends do. Pick something that you and he have never done....(whatever...rock climbing, sailing on a lake, etc) and do it together. It'll REALLY make you both smile....and each time you do something like that it strengthens your relationship. That's really what relationships are about.....experiencing things together.

[MadSativa]

Sup guys been busy but I saw the thread and had to add that your boe sounds cool reb and all the friends invovled, I dont see a problem with anything here, guys look at other guys all the time and think can I take him and if their is ever any doubt we find and prod his weaknesses, and prepare or better ones self. You can not usualy raise the bar by your self, it is better to hang in a group of people who hold the same values, and respect and act as you usualy would. This is why most hang togeather, "birds of a feather flock togeather". I cant even kick it with people that dont keep in mind that everything is a test and everything is all about learning and not conforming to someone eleses fake ass, sheep lead life. I have had prblems with this kind of behavior in the past however, suchas friends girls freinds acting on it and three somes braking relationsships, also I have had girl friends want my friends and ask if they could and my answer either yes or no was the wrong ansewer to them. Just stay in front of the game reb cause sex and a beutiful young blond have ways of starting shit storms, guys are cool till the heat is relentless.

and to all my pepps here what up I might not get to all the threads cause I have little time now but I will be looking for u to say what up and stuff, just like reb

[ganjzilla]

nah i dont feel u that u are in the wrong here...ive always enjoyed it when my friends envy me for the girlfriend in which i have...so thats all that is going on here...and from what i see in the pics of u im sure they already do...so dont worry about it so much...and if u have no intentions to act on these feelings there is nothing u should feel bad about