I'm not here to contradict your beliefs as to whether God exists or not even though I have a crap load of faith. We are all given gifts and talents to use in this world to promote a better being. Life is to be enjoyed to the fullest, even though we all face trial and tribulation and "carry our cross" in different ways. As someone else said, life is a test. I believe we are tested with every decision we make day to day, and in the end whether we "pass" or not, we have the opportunity to be loved by a greater being that would do anything for us, even die on a cross for our sins. So my advice to living a good life, find your true passion and stick to it. This life is a gateway to the next beyond the grave, a life awaits us that is so much better than anything else on this earth, our minds cannot comprehend what it is like. So repent so that you may inherit this "kingdom" and to get a little taste of what heaven is like, smoke some weed!:jointsmile: