Argh, are you trying to confuse me, beachguy? You're so good at it.. Lol

I hope that there's a decent explanation for her behaviour - that she's not as harsh and cold as she made out; that she's not interested in another guy; that she actually does still want to see me; that she just got scared of committing to me... If that's the case I'll happily take her back because I'm crazy about her and maybe I can help her work through the issues she has with relationships and commitment...

But if that's not the case, and she did just ditch me for that other guy (who, by the way, is an older friend of mine and the same age as me), or she was just lying to me all along, it's gonna be so fucking hard to cope with! Seriosuly I hadn't felt this way about someone for ages....

Edit: Aww beachguy, you missed me, you really missed me? Lol I missed you too buddy!! :P