rite well i decided to post this up. firstly if people where i live can read this then i hope this provides insight into the lad that plays guitar too loudly and revs his bike too loud.

and if not then im being overly paranoid.

rite theres this girl that lives across the road from me. our dads have been mates since they were at school and her dad is a legend. plays guitar and has shit hot bikes.

ive know her all my life but never really paid her much attention. i have been nice and sociable. but i was always kinda into her older sister.

anyway since shes been back from uni ive noticed her more. shes hot, hot as fuck and clever and she has interestes in desigh and is just generally cool.

ive become a little obssessed. we both sit around in our respective houses all day she lives like 30 ft away. its got to the point where i can't even bring myself to talk and i keep avoidin any palce where she mite be. im acting like a jerk. i feel like im fucking 15. for fuck sakes shes in my dreams most nights. sad i know.

its really fucking killing me cus i really think we would get on really well. is just i got a bit of bad rep for treatin girls badly and or being after one thing. its not nessecerially true its just sometimes you know there aint alot there but physical attraction.

i think she thinks im a freak, its just i clam up when shes around, which is not me at all. i normanly run my mouth and talk shit all the time.

all summer ive thought of things we could do together and well i really wanna get to know her.

shes always on msn and i posted my name as some song lyrics, it wasnt intentionally about her, but her reply was from the lyrics to everlong by foo fighters and seems to fit with mine, infact part of it was exactly the same. then she posted another set that well it kinda makes it clear. she wants to be friends at least.

ive never been scared of girls before, but this is killin me. i kinda feel a bit sad postin this, im 21 for fucks sake. its just i think shes pretty special.

she'll be gone in a few weeks. and i know that if i dont at least try im gonna fucking kick myself. its just i dunno, i got this nagging thing, i think its like self protection. maybe shes taking the piss. like its this big joke im not in on. fuck, i dont think im paranoid. but sometimes i do get a little.

i cant get this shit out of my head.

i even know the answer, just do something, it just freaks the fuck out off me.

anyway just needed to get that offa my chest.
snowblind Reviewed by snowblind on . Don't stop when I say when rite well i decided to post this up. firstly if people where i live can read this then i hope this provides insight into the lad that plays guitar too loudly and revs his bike too loud. and if not then im being overly paranoid. rite theres this girl that lives across the road from me. our dads have been mates since they were at school and her dad is a legend. plays guitar and has shit hot bikes. ive know her all my life but never really paid her much attention. i have been nice and Rating: 5