if i were to explain, i would have a tripple bible's worth of spam.


the gist is long too... but here goes.


there is a begining and end to all things, nothing is forever, with the exception of, nothing, itself.

IF there is a begining it is a loop, and nothing marks the end and start of the loop.

because all that which exists is mental, mind stuff, nothing cannot last forever as a time. as the mind stuff become self aware, nothing becomes something, and the spark of evolution of nothing begins, just as it ends after periods of great suffering and strife, couppled with the will to ceace. the mind receeds back into nothing(ness).

HOWEVER, due to the rule of infinity, there are always somethigns and nothings in all infinite ends of the infinite mind, that is to say: there is no period of absolute nothingness over the whole of infinity, a contradiction to the very essence of infinity.
if infinity has no bounds, then the whole of infinity can never be one, or an absolute, but a complete collection of all sects and variations of what we percieve to be chaos.

i came and went from infinity to infinity to infinity, without conscious awareness of my travels, just like all else of infinity fluxuates.

WE are the gods of our bodies, and we symbolise, quite perfectly, the gods of US.

if we were created by some sort of god, then our cells were created by us, worship us, and know nothing about us.

perhaps, to our cells as with us, there is no true order in this life within this realm of infinity. it wont last forever, so when it ends, our energies will move on to open space(s) in other sections of infinity, as it continously fluxuates, infinitely.