i knew it was a she... didn't want to say incase it brought bk horrible memories tho... at first i thought she might have died then as i read on i was lead to believe, that it was a rough break up like when u say about how the future plans b'n over etc. i'm proud of myself!

yer man big brother sucks these days an' ur right... i dont like it yet i am forced 2 watch it even if i only do so to take the piss out of vile creatures such as marco!

i also lost a girl i loved once... nothin 2 the extent as u did as im stil just 17 but definately when things r bad my creativity really kicks in... its almost like all of thse bad things r happenin to give me something to write about... when liane left i wrote a song 4 her with tears in my eyez, terrible @ the time but lookin bk on it its sum of the best stuff i'v written! again with gettin arrested, then second i got out the cell i got my pen n pad n jus let it all out!

makes me think sometimes am i subconciously creatin problems in my life to fuel my own creativity??

JESUS CHRIST that sounded like somethin u would say... damn i'm learnin fast! haha