i know exactly... i'm guessin ur mind state was u were sufferin a severe loss of some sort and blaming urself! i'l return the favour... this is a 16 bar verse i wrote when i was very high and jus contemplating the worlds problems

I Reach Number Nine Anâ?? Jusâ?? Keep On Climbinâ??

Realisinâ?? Every Cloud Has A Silver Lininâ??

But Thereâ??s People Dyinâ?? All Across The Globe

So I Get To Rhyminâ?? Every Time Iâ??m Stoned

Sittinâ?? Back With My Sack I Try Anâ?? Invision

Not Hearinâ?? Lies Spoken For Once By Our Politicians

Prime Time BBC1 On Our Televisions

Fakinâ?? Petitions Anâ?? Then Take Their Positions

Youâ??l Break The Opposition Not The Third Eyeâ??s Vision

Coz I Smoke Herbal Remedies With Out A Prescription

Anâ?? With This Composition I Will Conquer By Division

Coz Representinâ?? Britain Is My Goal Anâ?? Soul Ambition

Itâ??s My Only Mission, A Whole-Heartedly Made Decision

Wishinâ?? For A Practical Use For Nuclear Fission

People Are Yearninâ?? For Earninâ?? Off Fossil Fuels

Itâ??s Concerninâ?? What Weâ??re Burninâ??, Us Humans Are Fools