i couln't hav said it better myself... quite litterally!!! i completely agree with everything u hav just said... these r all the things i hav b'n discussin with my counsellor (however, not with such a good use of the english language lol) i often think that smokin weed has definately opened my mind... far more than the 'average' people i know... in this comunity as u rightly say we r not alone!
these past few weeks i hav seriously considered suicide myself as i want to be dead like u sed. but having this ability to open my mind and see the bigger picture has saved my life... b'n able 2 realise how insignificant my life is on a universal scale has kept me going i think!
they say that ignorance is bliss... i dont agree, although things r bad in both of our lives i also am extremely ' glad that i see my life for what it really is .' and i feel sorry for ppl who r sooo wrapped up in their own little world they completely miss whats in front of them... this might b going slight over the top but its almost like we are more evolved human beings (no more arguing over evolution btw lol!)
the situation we r in is most definately a gift an a curse... ur right we should be thankful 4 the 'good thing'... i know 4 a fact the only reason i write songs is because i am able to think far more deeply than 'normal' ppl... and learn to deal with the 'depressive thing'... i.e the weight we carry round with us about the 'injustice' in this 'fucked up world'!
U really should consider writin a book or something yano res ur understanding of life and the way u can express it into words is unreal... i hav the same thoughts but can only put them 2 music... thats probably y u wont understand any of this msg lol

michael
Stoned Scouser Reviewed by Stoned Scouser on . Err...dunno? Hi everyone! I haven't been about for a while, and this is due to the fact that I am slowly slipping into the realms of poverty and depression. I just smashed my mobile phone up because I was annoyed at the bank-robot-telephone-thingy telling me that I have no money. I have no job either, because work has been so lax lately, that I can no longer afford to put petrol in my car...and besides that, it has no MOT...and the cam-belt is in imminent danger of snapping (Ford's after-sales Rating: 5