that is some seriously deep shit man... i'v always been a fan of poetry just recently i'v been readin a book written by one my mum's terminally ill patients ... its called ' Infinity In My Own Body ' she's only 17 man and is dyin of cystic fibrosis, when she was a kid her step father abused her and her mum never believed it and her best friend who also had CF commited suicide as she could not take the pain... i had a hard time just readin it... all the money she makes from the book is goin towards CF aswel... shes a real inspiration!