acowi...
im going through the EXACT same thing as you. Im sorry man it's terrible. Im tearing up just thinking about it ... i always do. Ive been a reck all week. My boyfirend is best friend . i hang out with him everyday, im depressed if i wake up and hes not next to me. i fall asleep with him everynight even if he has to go home i fall asleep early wen its just us lol and idk how imgoign to do that with out him. im not jealous but i pray he doesnt fall in love with someone else while hes at colege 6 fucking hours away. its really rough. i too have a lot of friends, but no one i talk or see evryday like him. (or have sex with hehe) plus all of them are going to college, or jail, or rehab........ and the people who are around me live in the burbs about a half hour away from me so i cant see them everyday like i did in highschool. sorry for yet another rant. its been a rough month. fuckkk im crying now i need a fucking blunt

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and i know a lot of you are going to be all well he doesnt treat u that great be glad its over ....... but im sure many of you know what it's like to be in a very yo yoed relationship. and lately its been good, im fianlly being appriciated, and of course thats wen its ends.