good...I needed a place to vent

at this point, time is endless

Ive got many years to live, yet I have no clue where I will be in 5 years

Im stuck on the idea that perspective may be changed and distorted to better fit any kind of lifestyle...but its hard to follow

My girlfriend just left for college today, and Im really bummed out...I wont get to see her until I can scrape up enough money for a drive 2 hours away = (

on top of that, im an extremely jealous person...so that sucks

I got suspended from my college for a semester and everyone has moved back in....i really miss everyone there and the good times I had....another thing that is making me depressed

Right now, nothings looking too exciting...

Ive literally got 0 friends to hang out with and talk to

Ive got friends...but none I actually talk to everyday

that was my girlfriend...she was my best friend....we hung out everyday, talked everyday....now shes gone

I can only hope she doesnt fall in love with someone in college...I thank God that in the final days of us seeing each other, she really showed me she loved me and really cared for me...otherwise Id be completely paranoid about her leaving me..

Its been cloudy the past week, im waiting for the sun to come out....its almost like a metaphor

Ive got no motivation to do anything except sit, think, and be depressed. I WANT motivation...I want to be motivated so strong that Ive got nothing else on my mind except completing that goal...

Im attempting to establish a pattern in life...I want to start hiking, swimming, reading, and writing more music. But first, I need a JOB.

I think ive almost got one at Dunkin Donuts so thats good...but if I dont get it...ill be back to square 1 dwelling on the worst of things...

Im trying to control my perspective on life, and look at the bright side of things...but ive never really been an optimistic person....and ive always been lonely...which is ironic for me because....I cant stand being alone

alone, sums up my problems....