I dunno man, maybe it's love at first sight (if it even exists)...but I highly doubt it unless you had some sort of super meaningful 5-min conversation ONE time at a signing where she meets tons of other fans and probably has close to the exact conversation with them...

The fact that you...cry yourself to sleep at night...thinking about her is a bit creepy man. Sure you know things about her, but that's only what her website puts up. If she's the next best thing that's happened to you, I think you're REALLY putting too much into your ONE run-in.

You might LOVE looking at her smile, but you don't love her as a person. You don't even know her man. Again, if she by chance told you her whole life story in those 5 min, I'll gladly admit I'm wrong.

If you did give up your current g/f for some sort of deranged road trip to NY to find her and propose, I'd say you've gone mad.

Lust, infatuation, and love. All different things in their own right. You seem to be affected by the first two, that's all. :jointsmile: