I didn't read any of the posts b4 me but I wanted to make my unbiased comment on this...dude, how do you think she got to where she is? she has sold herself..and she sold you..no biggie..you just got to remember who she is..not yours..and she will never be..so, whatever your feeling has to be knocked down a few notches..cause if you stood back and looked at your situation..you realize how rediculous your acting..go and love that girlfriend of yours, cause if you fuck it up with her..you'll be regretting that shit for a long time. Peace to you and your situation:jointsmile: