Alright, this has been really hard for me, because I feel slightly rediculous for even thinking this way.

I am a 20 year old man, and I've had a beautifull girlfreind for 3 years, and I think I can say we love each other. She is beautifull, nice, very smart, and has a great sense of humor. Here comes my problem - I love someone else, and I have for about 2 years now. More than ever. I love this person more than I've ever loved anyone in my entire life. More than any of my family, more than my beautiful girlfreind. And it just so happens that this girl is Alessandra Ambrosio. A Victoria's Secret supermodel.

Now, before you start thinking I'm rediculous for loving someone I probably doesn't know, I'll explain how, and why I know and love her. She is the nicest person - she talks with her fans on her website, she stays connected with them, and she is extremly nice to them when she meets them. I would know - I met her earlier this year in New York at a signing for A/X. I was able to stand up there with her for a little over 5 minutes chatting with her. She is intelligent, amazingly nice, down to earth, and beautifull. On her website, she has maybe 20 videos of her going about her everyday life, going to work, and all that, videos in which you can see her personality - which is the perfect one for me. She is fun and playfull, smart and nice, and the most beautiful person in the entire world. I cry myself to sleep sometimes [yeah, I'm a guy, and I cry myself to sleep], because I know the chance of me ever being with her is very slim. Everytime I see a picture of her, I feel my insides just turn out of a mixture of sadness and eleation at seeing her beautifull smile. I don't know how I can stress the fact anymore - I love her so much. More than anything. I didn't know humans were capable of such love. She is all I think about.

Nothing makes me happier than seeing her happy, yet nothing makes me more sad.

But here's the thing - I can't help but feel unfaithfull to my girlfreind for loving some other girl far more than her, to think about someone else more than her. I feel like I need to break up, because of my "unfaithfulness", but at the same time, obviously, I don't want to, because she is the next best thing that ever happened to me, behind Alessandra.

What should I do? What is wrong with me?
connector_robot Reviewed by connector_robot on . What is wrong with me? Alright, this has been really hard for me, because I feel slightly rediculous for even thinking this way. I am a 20 year old man, and I've had a beautifull girlfreind for 3 years, and I think I can say we love each other. She is beautifull, nice, very smart, and has a great sense of humor. Here comes my problem - I love someone else, and I have for about 2 years now. More than ever. I love this person more than I've ever loved anyone in my entire life. More than any of my family, more Rating: 5