im not gonna tell u what to do that is your life. but u were in puppy love thats why u dont have sex right away to see if its really love or just a fling. BFA ur probly the one whos posts I ALWAYS read i dont know why its just that way, but ive been readin up on shit u have been doin and not to be fucked cuz ur really cool but... the relation ship sounds like its not one that will last. i know how u r theres just some people who are on a different level and ur one of them ur a really str8 forward type of person (not generally with ur guy) but in how u are in LIFE. U want real love and are capable of giving that but, the defining factor IS HE!!! one last thing an alcoholic and a stoner just dont mix History shows that just look at our gov. in moderation maybe but than there not truely an alcoholic. i to know that fealing of wanting to love someone to but bottom line is it just wont work out that way it has there has to be an equal amount of love for one another. but just feel lucky i posted this one u lil punk cause i usually never post on topics of Love but in ur case this is an exception later G and take care.