ppl deal with losses and grief differently u know, like storm crow said ^ u go thru all kinda stages, and eventually it subsides. it doesnt go away and dissapear nd thats just sumthin u learn to live with..in the end what can u do? just think of the good times, and thank god or whoever u believe in that that person was sumone important in your life and helped u grow, be thankful for the experiences u guys shared...