My deth perception is lost.
I no longer can tell what is real and what iv made up
Your faces are spinning, with words of truth
I know im lost, but it's the only way
So let me be, and hope i make it
Or join me, and maybe you too will become mistaken..

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Where am i? were can i be?
I feel as if im locked underneith a tree
Im looking up and all i see is dark
someone please help me, as if you can hear my crys
my hand reachs upwards looking for something to grab
oh god iv jsut noticed im falling into the benieth land..

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my heart has melted into two, leaving me with nothing but the feeling of blue
I no longer sleep or eat, i sit and wonder whats on he menu for the next week.
Will i still be here sitting and thinking? Lost into the mind of hatrid..
The mind with a thousand memorys, but only the ones that hurt are the ones i see
Bringing up the past as if it was tomorrow, sometimes i think it just might be to hard to swollow.
So give me the strenght to let go of these memorys, to let go of the past that haunts me so
IM tired of the nightmares that you bring me, the kicking and screaming, to all that knows.
So give me the strenght, but until then here i remain.. still kicking and screaming.. searching for the light at the end of this tunnel..