Considering I don't really run out since my connects grow, and they always drop me an oz every now and then of their shit (that I told them to grow, I helped set up their grow room, sanitize it, and generally gave them a map and everything they needed and needed to know about growing ganja,) that's almost always pretty dank, unless they don't cure it properly. But before that, I would just live life without smoking. I'm always doing shit, it's just that while I'm doing it, I smoke bud. I'm in the movies, I spark up a blunt. I'm going to a restaraunt, I smoke a quick j before I go inside. If I go to the dentist, I smoke a fat blunt before I go inside so hopefully I don't feel shit if he's going to do any work. If I ever don't have it, I just won't smoke. But these days, I just have to have it though, since it's pretty much medicine for me (intestinal complications, abdominal cramps, high possibility of Chrohn's disease and colon cancer) since most of my lower body hurts four days out of the week minimum, unless I have the chronic to numb the pain. Pills never did much for me, I mean yeah, they WORKED, but they only took the pain away from the INSIDE... there's still that lingering pain in my actual abdominal muscles and groin area, and the sharp pains in my shins. It's never completely gone. Hell, it's not really "gone" when I smoke, it's just numbed and it doesn't bother me. But it's whatever.


I could probably manage for a week or two without it, but it seems that as I get older, more and more things are going to go wrong for me, medically. Eventually, I'm almost doomed for diabetes as well, but atleast I won't get glaucoma or alzheimers (atleast, in my belief, as apparantly smoking the ganja is said to ward those two buggers off. If that's not true, I'll likely get Alzheimer's as well when I'm older. Glaucoma I'm safe from, I think. But until then, the loss of bud probably isn't the end of the world for me, it's just that I don't really experience that much.