I don't know, this is an interesting one.

I do have regrets and then I don't. All my life I've grown up on the slogan "Don't have regrets, live it to the max" etc etc bla bla bla...

Since Ive been on weed, there has been loads of problems. That's because of family who don't understand, money wise (spending tooooo much on it), lack of motivation....you know the usual negatives that comes with it. If I didn't smoke weed I'd be bloody loaded, all that money that has gone on weed, If I had saved it, I'd have loads.

BUT

After smoking weed, I've come to see loads of plus's too. I do things that other people don't seem to like? I've seen the truth in people. I've come to see who my true friends are/who aren't. People who understand about my situation, people who don't look down on weed etc.

I look at life in this way. Weigh up the negatives + positives, if the positives outweigh the negative, then you know, fuck that, carry on how you are.

If it wasn't for weed I wouldn't have opened my eyes to the lies, propaganda, dishonesty and total bullshit from the Government + some people.

So? I don't know, if I didn't smoke weed, i'd be the normal sober person, god knows doing what, being 'successful', earning money, MONEY MONEY MONEY, living in that perfect world where no one is wrong. What a load of crap. Doing more good than bad in the end, means more to me than earning loads of money and selling my soul and becoming something I'm not. Fuck money, it comes and goes.

Everything happens for the best. So...NO REGRETS!! It probably sounds like I do regret it, but I'm being honest, in my heart I'm happy, but it may sound different because I can't express my feelings or emotions in words, fully.